Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
Theodora! My little big brother, who is two years younger than me and about 7 inches taller. He's such a chill kid, no matter what's thrown at him. At least, that's how it seems. When he was a little kid, he used to threaten to stab us with this walking stick and abuse us in various other ways, but somehow he managed to get past that :P I know he's never going to read this though.. But still. He's probably the sweetest kid I know. He's my little brother, and if anyone messes with him, they're messing with me.
Alright... Lately my life has been filled with conflict. Stress does that to me, I guess. I keep stuff inside, when things are bothering me i dont let anyone know, then it kind of explodes. It's something I got from high school/middle school i think. I never wanted to upset anyone, or get in fights with anyone. I avoided fights at all costs... Honestly, just arguing makes me cry. I dont think I could handle a full blown fight. Other people I know being IN a fight makes me feel sick, and I have no idea why. That's why, when I'm here at UNI and i hear about someone not speaking to someone else because of something stupid, or anything involving petty unimportant fights, I hate it. It's just like high school was, and I'm SO done with high school. This is me complaining for the day.
You know what makes me feel better though? Days like today. Weather-wise...it is GORGEOUS outside!! And close to 60 degrees. Hopefully it will stay this way for the rest of February..and then Spring. :D Spring is my absolute favorite season. Ever. Everything is growing and turning green, or whatever color, and there's no more shivering, or stupid boots. And the people who wear leggings as pants wont have to lie about how warm they are anymore. This dumb mood-changing Winter weather wont exist anymore. Not til next winter, anyway. Also the other day in Russell while I was trying to play piano, I heard someone else playing a really happy piano song. I kept listening, and realized that whoever it was was playing/singing Ingrid Michaelson songs!! I decided I wanted that piano book. A different copy, obviously. So even though there might be things i dont feel like mentioning in my life that are stressing me out...there's always a reason to not freak out about it. There's always something there that makes up for it. And that makes the stressful things worth going through, you know? There's always people and things in life that are not stressful, at all.
And yesterday, Dr. McCandless called Delin, Abcde, and I a three headed clarinet player. BT+MT+LT forever. <3
Things are good. Pretty ok with me... I have a solo(ish) for the spring concert in symphonic band, My boyfriend still likes me even when I'm stressed, I still get my normal life, TallCorn is this weekend, and it's sunny out. Not much more is necessary to make me feel better. :)
Happy:
~Clarinet <3
~Spring weather!
~Skirts!
~Michael Buble is coming to Wells Fargo Arena in JUNE! I'm there.
~Happy birthday Dr. McCandless!!!
~The Legend + Delin
~Theory is starting to be ok!
~My dad's cousin WON the National Bowling Tournament! Such a pro.
~I got some stamps...I can start sending mail again :)
~Possible hair cut ideas going around in my head...
~A little over two months of school left!
This is for you, Madeline...
"Yuyuyuyuyuhuhuiiiiiii!"
"Yuyuyuyuyuhuhuiiiiiii!"
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